MQuicksilver

Whatever happened to my past pledges to become a N I C E R C O O L E R A W E S O M E person?? hahahaha! Tonight I found this track and I couldn't get over it. "I’m crossing over every boundary line between sky and earth – leading you tonight Your side profile kept quiet, head shaking to say it’s nothing I found you in your first and last life.." T'was a song from Maaya Sakamoto. The beat just slapped the life back to me. :heart: Warm, fuzzy feeling. I'd like to spend my 30 minutes with this. *Sigh*

I fucking feel uninspired. Again. What's with all the rejection? Sure, they say heroes get rejected at first. But fuck, it's hard to get over one.. If you want something to work or last, like maybe a hobby, should you not expect that you'd be successful with it? You know what they say with expectations... But yeah, it fucking hurts. Oh well. Hope this track works...

Tell me someone who doesn't worry and I'd gladly be his/her slave. Ok, maybe I'll just treat him/her to lunch. XD Anyway, is life made for worries? "No one gets out of life alive" is a fact, hence, is worrying about it even legitimate? I've worried not doing what I wanted to do, but I'm stagnant. I've worried about having my love for something die if I don't express it, and I've also worried about my love dying if I actually did express it. There something is wrong. Maybe contentment is missing.